Toughest challenge so far
I thought I’ve experienced it all living abroad and surpassed all challenges with flying colors. I never thought that I still have to experience the toughest challenge ever encountered in my life which is to celebrate this special season alone.
Almost everybody in the office were saying their goodbyes this afternoon and heading back home, how i wish i was one of them.
christmas has always been a special time for me, it was never spent with extravagant vacations nor anything extraordinary just a fun time with loved ones.
And now I have to celebrate it alone. I actually want to pretend that there’s really nothing special coming, we are just having a few days off and that’s it. I was also a little down today knowing everybody else is going home except for me but I decided not to feel that way. I’m going to a very nice place this christmas and I will enjoy it so much.
I may not be in a place where I want to be but I refused to be lonely. If I survive this, I will be able to survive anything.
