A place to breathe….

I woke up at 5 and snooze my alarm for another hour only to wake up after 45 minutes so I decided to get up and pray first to have a clear mind today…

It’s raining cats and dogs outside with matching thunderstorm, i lost my umbrella a week ago so no choice but to call a cab to pick me up and bring me to the office.

so here i am at the office still alone in my floor but not yet in the mood to look at those stock cases that i have so i decided to browse around and scribble in my blog…

so my topic for the day is lost friendship… why the thought? in friendster the logic is to find old friends and to meet new friends and looking at my friends list I can say that majority of them used to be very good friends that made a huge impact in my life but if you ask me where we are right now in terms of this friendship - i will say at the start or not even.

so how do we keep a frienship? i know any relationship is a work in progress but how can we sometimes be so stupid not to invest time and effort on some relationships? is it because the people we meet really falls on three categories: season, reason or a lifetime and we don’t need logic to put people on their right places but instantly it just happens. Or is it because that we are too consumed in our worlds and in our priorities that we sometimes forget what are the most essential things in life…

i’ve committed number of mistakes in many relationships, be it family, intimate ones, friendship or even acquaintances i just hope that i will not be stupid enough to commit the same mistakes..

Arrgghhh my to do list never seem to finish. It’s 9:33 pm and i’m still stuck in the office, i can leave already but wanted to finish something first now that i still have the idea fresh on my mind on how to do it.

i hate colombia, africa, ecuador….. argggh it takes forever to get answers and partial reason why i’m still here. timezone is a little difficult coz if i send an email today, i will get reply tomorrow then i will reply and it will take the next day to receive the answer. so today i waited and finally had the answers the same day. hay!

nope i’m not complaining, i like the challenge of my work i just need to whine a little heheehhee… speaking of whining, gosh we had a meeting today and i really can’t stand people whining. point taken then please let us move on with our lives and do what we need to do, regardless we still have to do it. arrghhh!

also i had coffee with a good friend and we gossiped a little. hahahahha… good past time. i don’t gossip in the office only with really good friends, it’s nice to talk about things happening and i can never gossip about work to officemates aside from people that i trust like tatay, mama, archie and or just two good friends from the office other than that work is work and friends outside work couldn’t care less anyway so i don’t talk about it.

so we gossiped about how people gossip about their boss, their teammates and other injustices in the office hehehehe. i felt bad hearing two people in two different occassions bad mouth somebody and these people are not even my friends so for them to tell me things that i don’t even ask about is something really not so good. on the other hand i’m thankful coz i’m very sure we don’t have that in our department. i always feel thankful because our team is different from the rest, you can really see that people work together and arguments are in the open. you’ll be told straight that what you’ve done is bullshit or excellent, no behind the back comments. i’m just quite blessed to belong on this team, too bad not all teams are like ours.

speaking of team, our whole division from all parts of the globe will have a division dinner on monday. it will be nice that finally after all the heated arguments about figures over the phone, it’s time for party! it’s always nice during global meetings to finally put a face on the name and be able to personally say: "so you are the one who takes 48 years to reply" hehehhehe. and after the meeting relationships get better and work becomes easier because after the meeting people usually have feel more responsible in replying.

okay back to work or i’ll just go home? let us see.

Arrrggghhh it’s past 7 pm already and i’m still in the office. I really intend to stay late today but an unexpected request from my sister pop up so I wasn’t able to do the so many things that i have to do but it’s okay coz it’s not everyday that my sis will ask for anything anyway so it should be top priority.

Nothing special i just want to scribble some notes to remind me of how unorderly my life is right now. Unorderly coz i have tons of work and deadlines. Arrggghhhhh! It’s not as if I’m not working but gosh I have so many pending issues remained unsolved, if I can only do magic so I can produce documents in an instant and solve the case immediately. Wishful thinking.

Anyways, my friend Meena said she might fly to Germany on June 29. Arggh again coz that’s my weekend in Paris. I have not yet received her reply regarding my question until when she will be in Germany so I can take some days off and visit her. It’s a chance of a lifetime: it’s not everyday that she will go back to Europe, time to update each other about everything and anything not to mention i will have a nice travel buddy with me to go around Germany and of course a free hotel courtesy of her company.. hahahhaha…

But my dear if you intend to visit Geneva by all means please. We can roam around familiar places but i would suggest let the memory of Geneva stay the way it is, let us explore other parts of Europe!

Other things, I will watch a Shakespear play next week in one of the chateau in between Nyon and Gland. Venkat will bring his car so transpo will not be a problem. I hope it will not rain.

Tomorrow is Yoga day and on Friday I will start playing badminton with some GOLs, it will be something new to keep me busy and occupied coz as of the moment my life is work, work and work. Not that I’m complaining but I just need to have a life after work. I don’t know why but I’m not in the mood to go out with friends lately, aside from my 3 trips last month not that much highlight in my life.. Oh I bought the washing machine already to replace the one that broken down, other than that nada….

Enough scribbling, i need to leave so i can still pass by the grocery. I forgot i have no more food in the ref….

Update you soon…